I'm also NOT on the voter registration list despite having gotten in my paperwork in plenty of time. If I want to vote, I have to go to Arizona. And I don't live there. Although I do hate McSally LOL! Such .gov fuckery going on.
The hyper-vigilance and fear in this nation is reaching very serious mental health proportions as in people will need a lot of trauma care and it isn't getting better. Love is the only way and the only way to love is to serve with purpose other people first in my opinion. XOM
and most of all: Friends like you. Loyal, true, no matter what. Cuz I can be a handful and I know it and have no intention of stopping my eccentricity unless it becomes truly harmful.
Don't even get me started tonight on the opiates. Grrrr. No, but gonna look now. Most of what helps me is 1. Avoidance of stress (ha) 2. Yoga 3. Mindfulness 4. Art Therapy 5. Watching out for toxicity in others 6. Self-forgiveness 7. Nutrition 8. Fresh air and nature
I know. We both have been there and back and we're still here, reconnecting after some rocky times moving into rockier times. Strength will guide us. BTW, I'm opening up more to spiritual insights and it helps me along with empiric facts too.
Much more work needs to be done in botany - nature is the place we normally have found medicine, we amplify it and patent it in labs. Cannabis RSO and CBD are both known to slow certain tumor growths as well as provide pain relief without the hospital euthanasia known as opiates.
I hate few things in life, but #bigPharma for profit is my biggest trauma. Nearly 40 years of hell, and in the end pushed nearly to death because it was a first year FDA study. They wanted stats. It cost 90,000 USD and that was only one of the meds, which is now causing blindness
Some people do not possess the capacity for empathy. Some have sympathy as in "sad so glad it isn't me" and some suffer hyper-empathy syndrome, an autistic spectrum issue often in girls "atypical autism" as verbal. I suffer when others do. I wouldn't change that despite the pain.
Mom: Ovarian, then Non-Hodgkins Lymphoma. Dad: Glioblastoma Friends: Glioblastomas Cousin: Leukemia. Gran: Hodgkins Me: Hematological Oncology from overuse of chemotherapy drugs. Husband: Multiforme Glioma Syndrome from Agent Orange took 51 years to cripple him. #StandUpToCancer