She was born, she was hated, she was used, she loved life, she worked hard, she got sick and still worked hard, shamed for failure at the end of a career for being unfit because of a disability of 35 years. She wants to die now but life hangs on to her, useless. #MyVeryShortStory
Yes, it's gone as of today. My home and personal belongings are all sold off, I have no mother, no husband, no life and am dying. It's great! Speaking of, I'm broke as in - 200 in my acct and enough in gofundme.com/thanksMols to keep it open. I'll be homeless by my birthday. Thx!
This will be my new oncologist. His experience and focus is bang-on the creds with aplastic anemia and palliative care. He's got tall heels to fill. Let's hope he's nice too. cccnevada.com/…/h-keshava-prasad-md-frcp-frcpa…/ 😂💚💚💚
If my Burning Down the House party idea is offensive when there are tragic fires actually going on and bombs blowing up, let me extrapolate it to Burning Down the World. We seem to be getting more adept at it every damn day. #peace#resist
Virtual PARTY tomorrow "Burning Down the House." Wherever you are in the world, cheer with your substance of choice to the end of middle class home-ownership and whatever is next for Mols. You in? I'll send a proper invite tomorrow. PARTY!
Heh. I typed "died in lieu" for deed in lieu. Freudian slip of the century right there. Others struggle with being alone. I'm blessed with a great capacity to amuse myself! 😂
My house is officially foreclosed died in lieu and my disability decision gets made this week. Also, I bled through my eyes yesterday. In good news, two friends I made are taking the apartment next door and gives me #mondaymotivation to hope for hope's sake. Happy Monday angels!
Can I go home? Please. I want to go home. This is not home. It's cold. Dark at 4:45. I can't die in this ghetto. I want to go home. Please let me go home. It's still there Til Tuesday, the same day I find out disability AND oncology results. Can I go home now? I want to go home.
I have to apologize now for everyone I upset. Can we give it a rest? WE HAVE KNOWN. If you knew me I died in 2014 For me, a dark nothing. I was free of me! I hate this non-stop brain. I put 24 years of that into the Web. I get to use it how I see fit now and not sidelined off it.
NO? This is not about suicide. I've outlived every aplastic anemia patient my age walking earth. My mother begged me not to die before her so I hung on. Enough is enough. ANC is 800, platelets 35k. Reds go, I go. I don't get to control this part other than to not fight anymore.
If they asked who broke my spirit
It was not my personal sorrow
but my professional decency trashed
spit on, thrown away without regard
This killled me in the end for hope died then.
Morpheus is closer, I am colder, I am coming to the end. Many will rejoice, I'm sure. "She died! YES! It's about damn time, we were done with her in 2004!" Thank you for your help, whether it was getting on or off the life boat.
The former Verizon lawyer in charge of the FCC spoke this morning ... at Verizon Headquarters ... days before voting to kill #NetNeutrality ... for Verizon. Protests everywhere this Thursday: verizonprotests.com