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and @jeffsonstein What do you think? Stability for me? I AM THE ANTI-STABLE. Complete FAIL with ability to compartmentalize.
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so let's go to practical engineering - surely there must be some patterns of stability there? But chaos prevails and I let it.
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I want to be comforting. Fear can rule us. Or, personified and negotiated with unlike emotions with lesser physical origins.
We assume this. Is there an example of something truly stable in observation of life, earth, solar system, universe? #physicists #scientists
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Not that I know what's right for you! I couldn't! Truly know that most fear is useless to humans unless it's fight or flight.
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And you are here now. Be here now. Death is not our enemy. Suffering to the point of 120 mgs of oxycodone a day, not so much.
Is it not knowing what it all is/means that gives you that fear? Or the endless, incomprehensible open maw of spacetime? Or?
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Wish me luck. Gonna look at an apartment in a bit. 550 a month. How insanely affordable. Let's hope it's okay. If it is, I'll try for 3 mos.
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Browser WTF? Phone hotspotted to LTE 3G w/ #Chrome #Firefox and #TorBrowser (https not onion) TB BLAZING fast. #JS is on. WHY is this? HELP!
The words. The song:
"That I might reap the praise of strangers
And end up on my own"
- Emily Saliers/Indigo Girls
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Been pulling an all nighter and I wrote volumes of process. Thanked people. I am grateful to all who help me. Hard for me. Line in a song 1)
Life is usually brutal for all of us. I prefer honest suffering to useless indulgence in SHOCK AND FEAR. Of what are you shocked and afraid?
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Now in Las Vegas. It is loud. Colorful. Big. Diverse. From Strip to strip club, best and worst of everything and everyone. Extreme. Like me.
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It should be enough to know I did that. And it's not. The hole has been examined for 45 years by professionals. Am I better off?
Don't know if I can ever get past that. Abused runaway teens who wind up on the streets don't survive to well. Much less rise up
I'm hurt. Much sacrifice on all of us and for me personally to rise up from a 15 year old pimped out kid? I don't feel pride. Shame.
You all (to my awareness) had employers and benefits during that time. I did not except for the contract later, all while disabled.