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Tucson, AZ
Joined September 2006
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@mikecane I can manage the lingo just fine. And, I've had time this past year to research. They haven't. I correct them! (they love that).
From now on I will ask my medical assholes to please refer to me as Dr. Holzschlag. Why not? Might be an interesting experiment.
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Me "Calling to confirm I have taken the shot of Epo" @arizonaoncology "Good girl!" I'm 51, ahold masters degree, wrote 35 books. Good GIRL?
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Mentoring: long list, it may go slow, but it is what it is. Two up for next week: @scatteredbrainV and @tasselflower DM for scheduling. :)
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Replying to @JamesSLock
@JamesSLock not a thing. I would love to get some, but it isn't an option with chemo. So I'm starting to use temp ones. Yay for solutions!
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I didn't shave my head or hang out with the homeless (this time 'round) but I did get my skulls and death masks on.
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My life is really sucking hard right now. I sit here wondering what egregious acts I have committed to have receive such karmic wrath.
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And today's hit: I'm seriously anemic. I shoot myself up with epo. If no improvement, I'll be pulled off the medicines that are saving me.
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Replying to @facej
@facej Bless you! 6mg of Ativan, 100mg of Ultram, 900mg of Neurontin and 3grams of Medical Marijuana haven't done the trick. Benadryl FTW!
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That wasn't a complaint btw. It's the easier road at this point.
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Gonna shave my head, tattoo myself with skulls and skeletons and death masks, roll a big fat spliff, hang with the homeless and wait to die.
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Pile it on universe. I can't even pretend to tempt the fates anymore. They just have their way with me every day, every hour I get kicked.
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I want to work and earn my own way. That's not an option now, and may never be an option again. I feel really down. It feels like failure.
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Every time we raise funds to keep me in "the best" medical care and in this home threatens those welfare funds. I don't know what to do.
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The kind folks who did fundraising on my behalf last year want to do that again. I want that too, but I can't live off of community forever.
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Wish me luck with @IRS - this may break me. If it does, I end up on welfare with funding under the poverty level and medicaid. IOW: dead.
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Replying to @misterfluff
@misterfluff None taken no apologies just reaction/response/repair. Caregiving is hell and I wish it on no one. Patients are an angry bunch.
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Replying to @misterfluff
@misterfluff "Life is Good" is not a conceivable thought for me. So maybe it's just a language thing. "I want your life to be good" is kind.
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Replying to @misterfluff
@misterfluff Otherwise, despite your kind intent, it is an insult to tell a very sick person who tries to find good in every day and can't.
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Replying to @misterfluff
@misterfluff Have you been through 35 years of disease and medical abuse and neglect yourself? If you have, I'll take your words to heart.
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