It is the true teacher who leaves the class knowing they have learned the most.
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@jmspool From your mouth to God's ears as me atheist mom always likes to say ;-)
So hey, that's cool. Now if I can tolerate the insane side effects of this cocktail for five more months, I'll get to start life over at 52.
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Life. Too much a roller coaster. I seriously need sedation. I don't know what to feel or think. I just want my brain to shut the fuck up.
That means one month into treatment there is no RNA misbehaving, or it's on so low a level our current tech can't pick it up. It's working.
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Just now, in email, the first milestone genetics report "Unable to calculate result since non-numeric result obtained for component test."
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Before I drug myself to sleep I'd like to formally thank . . .
THE PEANUT!
Without them I'd be eating nothing at all.
You are what you eat.
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@idea15webdesign You are fine. You are honest. That's all I need to know. Thank you for that. Scared me for a sec, you did. xox
@tekhelet And I appreciate every one of those prayers. I thank you for them. And you have never tried to change me. Just help. Thank you.
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Now it really is time for me to go. If people are gonna quote scripture to me I will lose it. Prayers are welcome, but keep your ideologies.
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@tekhelet Dr's suck. I know my own body. I don't know you at all, you are always so supportive to me. I suspect you are much younger than I.
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For 1,000$ a day you too can receive: A cure, half year w/o sleep, mania & a diet that can't help but work. Winner winner you get no dinner!
wish me at least four hours of sleep. I could use 404. Old treatment, slept all the time. This one is relentless. I can't sleep or eat.
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What I'm going to stop is my brain. I have to use chemicals to do that, too. At least I'll sleep which is a HUGE part of this. 4 days now?
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If they stop my treatments I will die. This is simply factual. I guess I don't want to die because I don't want to stop my treatments.
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I may have to go to the hospital. Fuckity fuck. Hate that most. I want to stay here with kitty. I'm bleeding and going nuts. Not good signs.
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