It is the true teacher who leaves the class knowing they have learned the most.
Tucson, AZ
Joined September 2006
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The 500.00 a day pills that go into the "cocktail" as they say cause severe depression, disruption in mood, suicidal ideations. #venting
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51% or more of seriously ill patients have suicidal ideations and depression. The 1,000 dollar a day pill causes severe insomnia. #venting
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Re: treatment. it's paid for already and there may be enough available for the normal 3 month course for another if I don't get through it.
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Whatever possessions I have left at the end of my time, please see that they are distributed to people who will use and/or find joy in them.
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Thank you my friends. I don't want to talk. I want to vent and be witnessed. I want to confess that I FUCKED UP MY LIFE SO WELL! All on me.
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Too much loss. I don't deserve life. Becca did. Lee M did to be there for his daughter. The innocents all do. Not an old bitchy dying lady.
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I don't know how I'm going to cope with another half year of treatment plus the small stuff after like rebuilding my entire life.
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1 month down on this differently terrible treatment. The side effects are heinous but not damaging so my blood is in the best shape yet.
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Independence was my most beloved gift because it was what empowered me to find a global family. I've lost that. My health. My home.
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Please stop me. I do not want to turn my rage into suicidal behavior. I'm so close right now, teetering on the edge. I'm so done with fear.
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Shock. Trauma. EXTREME Self-Loathing. Sitting on the bed. I fear I'm about to destroy all the artwork and beauty in what was once my home.
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Looks like tomorrow we'll have an excellent view of the Perseid shower here in Tucson ~ 3:00 a.m. Now that's a show I can attend! #space
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Be sure to check out Google's video on the Perseid Meteor Shower. It's cool. More Perseid Meteor news here shar.es/1n2Ptc #space
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Iron and Wine at the Rialto tonight. Must send in spies, because I cannot walk among humans just yet. I'm sad. I missed them in London, too.
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I fantasize if I can ease our pain
the world become whole
It's something I still think of even feeling spent
but I cannot do this alone.
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Funny thing is, I'm still there for them. At some time my life's precious energy must be recognized by me as being precious. I am so upset.
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Just because certain people are powerless in the face of my pain, or weak in the face of their own is irrelevant. They weren't there.
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