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Suffering in 2011 doesn't seem to me to be irrational in the least. If anything, it's a normal response to what we are going through.
Replying to @james3neal
Yes, I've been in therapy for 40 years. Two times institutionalized. @james3neal
@daniegge Life is so fragile - look around at this world, yes? I like what you say about non-linearity. But I don't feel I have much time.
I am at a point of deep identity questions. I am aging, I have no money, I am being told I'm not good at my job. How do I fix this?
If I can't rationalize something, make it logical, make it sensible, maybe even funny, then I go to the opposite extreme of emotional chaos.
What's happening is I'm in an emotional battle of my own self-worth. I have been given some feedback lately I just can't contextualize.
I'm gonna burn bridges, I can feel it. But I will not stay where I am not valued. Why would anyone?
I'm here in Austin, I'm in my room crying. Who is awake and around?
anyway, in light of the wonderful support my "friends" have apparently given me, I'm worse off that I was a week ago and I was doing better.
So tonight I was told that I ride on my "name", I am not productive, and I don't communicate enough. Is this true? Do I suck this much?
But I don't fit in anywhere.
My mother always told me to go where I'm loved and to leave where I'm not. Wise advice. What do you think?
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Replying to @c0mm0nc3nt3
@patrickfinigan Thanks! You can't imagine how much pleasure I get out of saying the same things over and over. Really.
Replying to @BoltClock
@BoltClock Daniel, I understand that pain. You know what? Start thinking about the next app, the better one. Success is the best revenge ;)
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@williamsonj besides, I'M the one who brought it up. Blame me if it makes ya feel better :D
@williamsonj Oh stop worrying. I just like to tease. Kind of like a cat with a mouse.
@williamsonj I'm making this stuff up (not the adorableness). They have to be old enough to drink to work the show, I think.
So yeah, no. Not gonna happen, sorry, @willimansonj. I think there will be plenty of photos for you to ogle around the networks. :D
@williamsonj Yeah, headlines will read "Standards advocate and found of the Grey Beard Guild found guilty of taking pics of underaged kids"
Replying to @craigcook
@craigcook Does @Opera have a booth this year? Oh hell yeah. And a full crew of Opera-ites running around, too. Look for the big O.