It is the true teacher who leaves the class knowing they have learned the most.
Tucson, AZ
Joined September 2006
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@andrewbarnett: All I know is at this point I'd hate to live without my Twitter pals met, unmet, and yet met at this point, 1+ years on here
@kentriv: Med dose 1 kicking in. Med dose 2 taking now. In about a half hour I'll be passed out and hopefully stabilizing. I do feel better.
@andrewbarnett: Twitter is a community response team in an emergency, a source of learning & a place of friendship. Naysayers be damned!
drinking tea and watching the river. Breathing deeply as I can. I hate that I've become so needy. I'm so sorry everyone for all my emo.
@stefsull: I was supposed to leave Sunday a.m. but when the panic started I decided to stay than deal with airports and make it worse.
talking to my doctor now. He saying this is likely just withdrawal, the meds I'm on do that if you stop suddenly, I'll be ok need to chill.
I'm going to be okay. It's just astonishing how far away from complete breakdown I am without meds now. I was once so strong. I feel so sad.
I'm still in New Orleans. A few nights ago I lost my bag & missed several doses of my meds. I have them now I just need to stabilize.
Ok. I'm in a city where I don't know a soul and am clearly having an episode. I need help and I'm not sure what to do.
okay, it's 5:10 a.m. Gonna try and get some sleep. Send me sweet dreams and thanks for the love. I heart you all, MuchHappierNowMols
@nickhodge: "That's what fucking cats are for?" That reads just a little fucking weirdly, dontcha fucking think?
@johnoxton: So how were you ;) That was a full-on LOL. Thanks for the pick me up! Self-love is a gooood thing.
Maybe if I'd had kids, I would feel less empty. I wanted the abuse & psychiatric problems to not be passed on. Now I have to deal with that.
I'm going to stop the self-hatred. It makes no sense. Just my damage, always feeling an empty vessel despite having been so richly blessed.
ah those dark night of the soul. Uncomfortable, but often the breakthrough point. Have made some important, long overdue personal decisions.
Gosh it's such a blessing to need a little attention when feeling down and knowing I am so blessed by each of you.