It is the true teacher who leaves the class knowing they have learned the most.
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This is Michael, a song written by him for me while I was busy missing the point (there's audio, it's gorgeous) http://urltea.com/2lsg
I'm sorry for my panic and emo outpourings earlier. But you helped me, dear friends and community. I'm so very grateful to and for you all.
“love of some kind is the only possible explanation of the extraordinary amount of suffering that there is in the world.” - Oscar Wilde
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#perth what is going on, everyone's honking their horns. What'd I miss?
Yes, this is only in alpha stages folks. I just got past the panic attack part! No ring on my finger just yet and I want a long engagement.
besides, the only rounded anything at my wedding will be my shapely bod in a fabulously styled dress.
@karlbright : I will NOT have a wedding 2.0. Damn, I'm 45 and still in beta myself, and Mike is nearly 50 and possibly still in alpha rofl!
I always did have the white dress huge wedding party fantasy. Now it can come true. Besides, I need the health insurance and tax break! ha!
@karlbright : good idea! And the best photographers from Flickr. Oh my. This could actually be really fun!
@karlbright : Well, if Bill gives us the jets, we can have it anywhere in the world! :) :)
dear bill gates, will you be my daddy and pay for my wedding? I'll need private jets & an big country house to hold all you wonderful peeps.
OK not shutting up. I'm afraid of losing myself. Look what happened last time I fell in love. I nearly died. I'm just scared. No, terrified.
I'm not in love with him. That's why I'm upset. I love him. I'm not in love with him anymore. But he is my best friend. Now I'm shutting up.
Mike wasn't ready 8 years ago. So I built an entirely different life. Now he's ready, and I'm living that different life. Time, time, time.
being upset about this seems odd, I'm sure. But I can't help it. Love is the most elusive, challenging part of life for me. I'm confused.
"dying for beauty / corny as it sounds / I know you have a heart somewhere / can't save your boy now" This is breaking my heart people.
"Dear down & under, I miss you today. How many days have I been sitting here?" He wants to marry me when I come home. SadConfusedMols.