It is the true teacher who leaves the class knowing they have learned the most.

Tucson, AZ
Joined September 2006
I still don't be happy until he's down on the ground surrounded by Federal Marshals drawn down on him for January 6th and other crimes against humanity but thank you New York City Donald Trump has been indicted I am so glad I lived to see this day
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Is anybody else feeling like it's already gone that way is there really any reason you will miss the World Wide Web or won't? Talk to me about this I'm curious and in need of your insights in terms of what if it just was gone. Individually as communities as Nations as the world?
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Yes this is hypothetical I hope LOL are you worried about your job your family your ability to go to work online to communicate to figure out what's going on in the world there are people around you can talk to them and communicate that way but even the internet archive is gone.
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Sometime in the last 3 hours a catastrophic event has occurred that completely has destroyed every single web page and application in existence. What do you think feel and determine which activities insights you need the most, want the most and are afraid of losing the most
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It's been a very unhappy time and a lot of that has not been the fault of mine it's been the fault of disease really rotten lack of care from most doctors and therapists who mishandled me that I'm pissed off about. you I love all of you don't forget it! keep that love coming xo
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I am 60 years old I never thought I'd live to say that I didn't think I'd live till 19. You are the ones that help me you are the ones that made my life the best thing ever I know I don't come across like I'm very joyous when I'm online but in person I laugh louder than anybody.
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You're also kind I'm having a very good day today completely pain-free because I snuck in and ibuprofen hey my platelets are stable at 90k my white count is as good as it will ever get my lymphocytes are high which is indicative of infection which was not yet treated.
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I'm sorry I'm selling so sad but I am but I can't help it and I needed to tell you because life really sucks sometimes and I want to remember the good stuff the friendships please keep me reminded of them please. I have loved you all even if you didn't know it or care I believe.
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I will continue as long as I can to do the job that I have set out to do that is the best I can offer. I made so many mistakes and it was so stupid to take care of other people that didn't deserve it before myself. I regret so much especially that I won't be seeing you f2f again.
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To every person who hurt me I don't know how to feel because I don't hate you but the reason is is because I've had a world of Wonder and life and gold because of community and friendship. Please don't kill the web it was my salvation and so were you oh who cared about it and me.
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I've tried it all and I'm sitting here now able to get every kind of opioid or controlled substance like I care I hate opiates I'm going to start using ibuprofen which works and also destroys platelets like crazy. If it's an external bleed it's peaceful and painless.
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Friends come by they tell me I'm full of s*** I look fine or they tell me I'm crazy or whatever they have to say and they're not friends really if they don't care I know I don't care anymore about the future of nothing. I just want to know how pain that makes me scream will stop.
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I'm not ready to die because I'm not done living my life has quality and my kitty honey I won't leave her if I can. This is going to kill me and I wish I had done something to deserve it because I don't who gets such a life so blessed and painful. It's too extreme. And I am alone
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I'm in pain a lot of it physically and my heart is broken because of all the love given to me that I won't ever be able to give back in time. I'm sad no I'm mad because all of this could have been prevented if somebody had paid attention to my whole being and not my parts.
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I started bleeding at 4:00 it got a lot worse it never stopped until 48 and now 12 years later it started again with pain so severe these last 6 weeks I've been crying. I only found out it was cancer through the portal. I've defied prognosis before but palliative and hospice?
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I have lived nearly 10 years from those prognosis of bone marrow failure and decompensated liver disease. I can't tolerate any of the treatments including the diagnostics Mom and Grandma both had forms of lymphoma mom also had ovarian cancer. Grandma did not make it mom did at 83
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I have bone marrow for your disease and fourth stagé non-alcoholic cirrhosis of the liver how it's not alcoholic I'll never understand but you can see that it's been growing along long time. My blood and metabolism is doing very well my liver was reversing an irreversible stage.
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That just would find whether it's Hodgkin's or Non-Hodgkin's and which type there are over 50. And that determines prognosis and treatment which it is suitable in most people but not in me because the treatment is chemo, radiation, immunotherapies, bone marrow transplant.
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Lymphoma is cancer of lymphatic system which makes absolute sense in a bone marrow failure situation as I've had. And healthy people it can be treated there are 70 kinds give or take and the way they find out is to biopsy one of the lymphs. Mine are all internal. Meaning surgery.
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I have lymphoma. I thought it was my left ovary because that's where the pain was but it's really the inguinal of gland pressing on that ovary. There are multiple lymphs throughout the pelvic region. We had seen this in the sonogram I posted it could have been a number of issues.
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