It is the intent and effort that matter!
You were shunned by the media, obstacles after obstacles were thrown in your path by your own Party, and were even dismissed and ridiculed (may be you should consider becoming "Independent"?)... You fought all of that and were able to deliver your message to those who were willing to listen!
Like I once said, while I may not agree with every single one of your "approaches" to solving major problems we face, that does not mean you should be silenced. Whether we want to follow someone or not, we should at the very least let that person speak and be heard.
And, you kept your mind open, and were willing to listen to contrarian view points. Like you said, I'm sure someone will take your messages and be inspired to run for office one day!
But, I hope you will continue to speak and share your thoughts with us. Wish you the best!