I think since I'm a trnas woman, I don't really want to grow anymore than I am now. tbh I think I'll hit 200k eventually, but I definitely don't wanna be at like a million subs in the future lol
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Besides I also think there's a point where you can grow "too big" on YouTube where the amount of stress involved is massively high just to maintain relevancy. I like how I'm working rn tbh, 100k alone is satisfying enough for me even tho I'll eventually hit 200k if I keep going.
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Don't get me wrong, I'm making content for the rest of my life. Just that I think I'm always gonna continue working at my own pace so I don't grow too big. Like realistically, if I tried my hardest, I can probably hit a million subs by like 2025, it's just that I'm tnas so :P

Dec 18, 2023 · 9:03 PM UTC

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Replying to @CiblesGD
It is frustrating that being transgender can simply be a barrier like that. People on YouTube should be growing their channel on their merits. I do agree that fame is not easy to handle, and I am also comfortable not being popular.
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i understand the struggle and trials of content creating as a trans woman, especially when it comes to pretty much publicly sharing your transition (especially voice training since its a change many viewers may not be used to or sometimes even understand lol)
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completely understandable, especially with how much undeserved hatred there is against queer and especially trans people in a lot of areas of youtube content creation is something that you have complete control over after all, and it is totally okay to just stay where you are :3
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I just wanted to say that I think it's awesome that one of the biggest UT/DR creators is trans. It's just nice seeing another trans woman making videos on games I like and have a decently big fan base haha
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