I think since I'm a trnas woman, I don't really want to grow anymore than I am now. tbh I think I'll hit 200k eventually, but I definitely don't wanna be at like a million subs in the future lol

Dec 18, 2023 · 8:56 PM UTC

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Besides I also think there's a point where you can grow "too big" on YouTube where the amount of stress involved is massively high just to maintain relevancy. I like how I'm working rn tbh, 100k alone is satisfying enough for me even tho I'll eventually hit 200k if I keep going.
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Don't get me wrong, I'm making content for the rest of my life. Just that I think I'm always gonna continue working at my own pace so I don't grow too big. Like realistically, if I tried my hardest, I can probably hit a million subs by like 2025, it's just that I'm tnas so :P
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honestly same, I want to get a decently large audience, but I don't want to get too large. partly cause stress, partly cause major transphobia online.
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You keep doing you. If there's anything I've learned is that in positions like the one you're in right now, there's someone you really mean a lot to who loves watching your content no matter the upload schedule or sub count. Been trying to remember that myself.
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yea, unfortunately with a large enough audience, frequent transphobia is straight up inevitable. i hope you aren’t facing too much even nowadays…
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fair genuinely people are vicious
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at what sub count will you face reveal