i start part time youtube tomorrow. i'm excited. gonna start with school work, following that i'll be looking through audience retention rates, recording, editing, recording, editing, metadata, thumbnails, and a lot of other stuff for roughly 12 hours straight. then repeat.
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i have school and i'm going to be getting another job alongside it for consistent income
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12 hours of work will not work with school and another job you are going to fucking overwork yourself please don't do this shit
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its not something i have to do, i want to do it because in all honestly i have nothing else to do with my life so why have it waste away
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You have friends that care about you and you choose to ignore them and do this instead and that upsets me
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"ignore them"????? what??? its called having a fucking social anxiety dissorder and being unable to actually socialize in certain situations and actually contact friends. i don't choose to ignore them, its a disability to socialize properly.
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youtube works for me. i can build a community up and EASILY associate and socialize with them. its fun. it consumes less energy for me. its efficient and fun to do.
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its 2am i don't have time to deal with this nonsense, but if you actually think i choose to ignore my friends then you need to re-evaluate yourself

Feb 16, 2021 · 7:13 AM UTC

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Replying to @CiblesGD
We talked every day and now it feels like you’re giving up on me, I asked if you’d still be able to talk and I got”I’ll try”