You ever just look at a discord server and see all the people chatting in it and you know them pretty well and you practically know all the conversations that take place in that server, but they don't know you at all because you never talk in that server due to anxiety?
I vented about this before, its like my mind thinks that its included in the conversation despite me not giving anything to the conversation. My mind gets that feeling that I'm associating with people when I'm really not. Probably why I suck so bad at social skills.