you aren't alone. everyday my mom points out "masculine" things i do in hopes of making me "not want to be a girl". despite this, i continue to go and push through the challenges i face daily. even after my therapist told her to start refering to me as a girl she still purposeful

ly refers to me as male and never refers to me as female. i know i'm late on this (i had school), but please ending it all is not the answer. what i would do is take my mind off of things for a bit and relax and play a game. it'll get better i promise <3