also for those asking, the reason i made a new twitter was to wipe away all the old tweets i had during breakdowns, i forgot the name of what i had but it basically caused my brain to overflow and go completely crazy on whatever I had nearby.

there were probably dozens of tweets in small periods of 5 minutes of me thinking i was in the afterlife and that i was injecting some supernatural powers or some shit because suicidal thoughts had unlocked something in my brain (it hadn't btw fun fact)

yeah i can delete the tweets but forgive me for not wanting to scroll down and relive that. but yeah wanted to make that clear cuz im still gonna talk about personal stuff and shitpost on this account and it seems really random that it exists.

yea i have a lot of really old and sensitive tweets that are like 6 months old and i really do not want to scroll all the way down and risk the chance of having a similar problem after deleting them. i have 2,000 tweets and like 300 of them are from breakdowns.

yeah that's pretty much why i keep deleting accounts. and since i have a lot of fans, every so often people do scroll down far enough to find them and like/reply and i get a notif and it's like *no thank you*

pretty confident this one is here to stay tho since i FINALLY have help :p