btw i LOVE education. Being able to learn anything has always peaked my interests. However, it doesn't seem like my mind likes it. At all.

Also, I sit in front of this computer typing away my problems like its going to do something. However, it doesn't in the end.

Y'know the first time I played through Undertale, I couldn't remember a thing about the story? I had to replay the entire thing and really try hard to focus in order to finally catch on.

This is why my next video for YT is taking so long. The script for it has been fully written. However, I'm having so much trouble READING it, I'm always rerecording. I can't start the editing process without audio :P

Now I'm spiraling on a Twitter thread in which I didn't even intend. So many problems going through my head with no one to talk to, but Twitter. What is it about Twitter that has this appeal?

Could it be like a diary where I can type whatever I want into it? Or is it the fear of Social Interaction with other people? In the end, I can conclude, idk.

The scary part is that I'm going to be taking Drivers Ed soon. I really don't want to be daydreaming while driving cause that'll be scary. I also don't want to miss anything important in the class either.

Plus if I fail the class, I have to pay 500 dollars to take it again. In which my parents will then force me to go on the bus. Which I don't want to do because I have a phobia of buses.

Drivers Ed is offered free in my school. Which is honestly pretty cool. I really don't want to be disrespectful because I end up failing the class.

I honestly don't find any kind of appeal to driving at all. Like, 16 is a big age and you should have a big party for it. Simply cause you can drive and I'm over here like: ◑﹏◐