i heard that in school anxiety's purpose is to help prepare you for the bad thing that's about to happen. however, that doesn't really make much sense considering it stops me from doing the task handed to me.
and i blame my parents for this for being so overprotective with me and not letting me see the outside world when i was younger. the only people they let me socialize with is themselves. my mind just sets in this action of, hey, something bad is happening lets make it worse.
and also, you know whats funny is that i actually had an anxiety attack from writing this reply that is a simple task. haha funny ngl. its not depression, but i have had depression back when i was 13 and have made 2 suicide attempts before. sometimes i just wish it could go away
yea, sometimes i distract myself from my anxiety by doing something fun. then a couple hours later i think of the fun thing i was doing and why i was doing it, and then the anxiety comes back.
literally everyone when they see youtube rewind. (ngl thats very rude to always call people out when rewind comes out that you don't know that creator)
i want to apologize if i seem annoying on discord. idk why i have this feeling, but y'all know i have a.d.d and literally whenever i'm on discord whatever comes into my head i type on discord. so i apologize if i just bring up random ideas out of nowhere or spam at random times.
#AnxietyFeelsLike my entire body heats up and it feels like i ran for a long period of time. face turns red. on the bright side, it makes me think like a normal person because it makes me focus.
Once I'm done making PAL work for MKW Ultra Pack. 90% of my time is going to be dedicated towards this game. Which now has a working title of, Project: Randi. The first official trailer should be up by late 2020 and the release for the game is still a little ways away.